blackk.

2004-04-04T22:16:00.001+08:00

gone! moved here.

2004-04-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

gone! moved here
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2004-04-04T16:26:00.000+08:00

i wont be blogging for a while. in the process of changing blogg so yea. :)

2004-03-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

i think flamers are quite farnie pple. when they wanna say evil and nasty things they dont leave their name there. okay la. understandable. but when you say nicee things you also dont wanna leave your name. aiyoo. anyway. there's a so called rock concert at my church this saturday night by sonic edge. anyone interested, contact me and i'll be more then willing to pass you FOC tickets yea. :) so anyway. life has been quite great. i love sundays. sundays are the happy happy days. :D haha. yuppies. this week is discover jesus week in my school. i think tomorrow sure will have altar call. haha. ohwell. i just burned a blink182 cd for my dear fraser. i owe him for quite awhile liao. sorry dude! :| heh. sigh. ohoh! you know today i went for cheer practice after i finish painting and writing the tombstones for my CME project. then me and rachel was trying to do a basket toss with lynette and we lended up nose rubbing and kissing! :xX ohmann. haha. it felt so funny. it was like suddenly.. SMACK! and we nose rubbed and kissed. haha. honoured that rachel lost her first kiss to ME! mwahaha. but sorry rachel! accident yea. haha. hadd funn todayy. ya. and well done netties for trying your bestt. you girls played well. cheerio uppies kae! :DD
+//it told me that we would happen..

2004-03-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

wah shitt la. this training thing is just getting out of hand. from morning to night its just training here training there. dam no life can. fcuk it. i'm super pissed. i hate to say it, i really do but seriously fcuk it. its ruining my entire life and its just become my life. i hate it! all these problems are all cause just because of training. i cant do work; because of training. i cant go out; because of training. i can never have tuition; because of trainin. i can never do whatever i want!; because of training. its damm irritating! i cant stand it anymore. its just a matter of time i' m gonna quit swimming. just wait.. fcuk it la!

2004-03-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

today's quite sark la. all david's fault la. wahlao. kp. haha. no la. just joking. but ay. better not sayy. i think i'm not suppose to say lor. oohwell. kaekae. nights nightss. got training tmr morning. bleah. nights!

2004-03-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

mann. i did my social studies homeworkk. cant believe it. haha. oh well. anyway. just to let you all people know. i'm gonna change my layout soon. as soon as i can find one. haha. yea. ohwell. then then guess whatt. actually nothing la. i cant remember what i was gonna sayy. :| haha. oopps. anyway. i'm reaal tired. havent been sleeping early since the beganning of school hols. real tired sia. oh well. oh! i remember what i want to say now.. the fishes/* has gotten an official site now. haha. it'll be up soon. soon as it is stable and we start blogging yea. haha. yay. nicee eh. haha. yeah! kkae. i'm actually editting it now. haha. so kinda busy. just wanted to update so.. tata! :DD

2004-03-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

our misunderstanding?
its a time fame we will putt behind our backs for now.
putt it seven feet under and never take it out.
its a revolving world and you are growing up.
i trust that you will learn
and never let that slit bleed again.
let it not just be a scar of pure pain and killing,
but a scar of all recovery and healing.
you may always feel alone and no one is by your side.
but the truth is girl, i have been always behind you..
to be there to catch you,
whenever you fall..

2004-03-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE!! :)

2004-03-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

got geog test tmr. super shit can. i never even stardiee yett. wahh. then the stupidd natlim dont let us postpone the thing. like i had competition the whole entire week how you expect me to study. kao. i wont be surprise if i fail kae. wahh. then the B2 class get to postponee it? like wth. where is the love. why so injusticee. hai. ohwell. today quite nonsense one la. bleah. my phone bill this month confirm very high. i think i cannot sms liao lor. like i exceed my limit. i better stopp and control. so if you people msg and dont seem to get a reply you know why la. sorry! call better hor. haha. yea.

*the night is storching hott..

2004-03-22T19:29:00.001+08:00

someone got told off today. goes to show i dont stand aloneee..

2004-03-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo tired! bleahh.

2004-03-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna go tuition tmr.. ah.

2004-03-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

fuck you la trudy! you think i did all that shit to you. wahlaoo. you just push all the blame and flaming to me? you dont even know for a fact that its me and then you shout and scream and say its me who flame you?! now you know why i'm so pissed at you. kaoo. i was fine with you for a moment after yaozhi talked to me. now.. forget it. live in a world of your own. i quit this game. it sucks!! bah!

2004-03-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

i just broke my larva lamp and i'm on the urge of crying! wahhh. sniff sniff. :(((

2004-03-16T16:35:00.000+08:00

maybe not angmor. just not a chinese. but there is always an acception. heh.

2004-03-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

i was just wondering. i wanna marry an angmor. heh. :D

2004-03-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

today was funn. haha. hung out with andrea and ryan. went to planet shakers and all. it was power. haha. yupps. would love to go to the tmr and wednesday one too but got NAG. bleah. MUST pray for me kae people! yea. thankies. yupps. so the rest of the day was a bitchh. no point recording. yuppiess. so night nigghts! :)
thanks ryan and andrea. i had a great dayy. :D i love you andreaa! :)

2004-03-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

bigg fatt belly stomach! :|
bleah. :X

2004-03-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

~~death~~ had never been so close before..
it came knocking on my door one bright sunny afternoon.
it caught me unarmed, it caught me unprepared.
i didnt know what to do.
i was petrified, i was horrified.
that was so uncool.
i sat there in the corner
within the four white walls
and i saw death coming
crawling on the floor.
it came up to me and questioned my life.
it told me i had to go
but i didnt want to do so.
i had no rights.
i had no say
for i had no more days.
it was time for me to go
i was trying to let go
the things i did in the past
cause i knew it wouldnt last.
for saking all i've fallen
for i rise to meet the end.

we say goodbye in hope to meet again.

2004-03-11T10:35:00.000+08:00

i know she's never gonna talk to me again.
i miss her. and i know you know who you are.
i'm sorry. i'm so so sorry..

2004-03-11T10:34:00.000+08:00

so depressed. so sadding.

2004-03-11T10:18:00.000+08:00

we just did the lit thingie and it was such a disappointment. we had no support from anyone what so ever. after we presentated everyone was like.. still. dam la. we put in so much effort and it didnt pay off. i hope we get a high mark. or at least the highest. this so so depressing. mann. i wish we were given more time. like we are the only sports pple in the class and you know jolly full well that sports pple dont even have time for themselves what more a lit assignment. we wanted to be outstanding so we wanted to do a video. we didnt mind going the extra mile and you know it was a big task we took on so why didnt you give us more time? your just letting us disappoint you. sharks la. shit. i know we could have done better. better then what we did. we could have made it perfect. we could have made it bright. we could have made it big.. BUT all that are just [could haves].. sigh.
the other three lit walls.. cheer up yea. we did great. we did our best and that's all that matters. we did what we could have done in two days. we know we were brilliant. who cares what others think ya? cheerio uppies k! i love you babies. :)

2004-03-10T15:25:00.000+08:00

screwed up my chinese paper. sucks mann. everyone felt that it was so easy but i thought it was quite hard. shit la. that's means i was weak. ay. ohwell.

2004-03-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

deee! that bunch of bitches is not your! ahhh. its not kae!! sorry! bleahkk!!! aiyooo.

2004-03-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

i hate her. yet i dont. i love her. and yet again i quite dont. so what is that suppose to mean..

2004-03-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

their just a bunch of bitches.

2004-03-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

okay so today we were suppose to finish up the videoing of the four lit walls social studies thingie and sarah, shums and dee were suppose to come and help. we got everything ready just waiting for the three of them to come. we sit there wait and wait and we saw no pple so we decided to call. then what did we find out? that all of them played us out and were not coming. i'm like wah!! what the hell. everything is ready. got the extras. got the 'president' and all. then what the three of you dont turn up and your didnt even say a word. and the night before your were all so enthu about it. screww la. i'm quite piss eh. esp with sarah. so disappointed in her. bahh. screw. so anyway congrats to the cheer team. guess i was wrong. your DID made it to the finals and your DID get first placing. well done then. yea.

2004-03-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

my stomach's a balloon! fattt! >:((( bleahh.

2004-03-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

miss tay's a flaming bitch. i'm beginning to like natlim better now. haha. sorry for the crude language but it IS nes. and i dont care if corinne ever sees this. she should. better ah. haha. mann. this entry sounds like those guai wanna act not guai girls who have blogs to act cool. ahhahaha. whateever! she's just a bitch. yupps. who is bias. and loads la. no brainer. like SERIOUSLY kae. and she has problems with her husband ah i tell you. aiyoo.

2004-03-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

happy birthday rachel leeee! :D
i love the thing i gave you! haha.

2004-03-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

she hurt her so she hurt her. she hated herself. she apologized. she hurt her. she got fustrated. she fell and hit herself real badd. now she feels badd. she's sorry. and she doesnt know what to do..
+// think before you say anything. sometimes you go too far and you not only get yourself upset, you get EVERYONE upset. it sometimes get to a stage her because the other perty feels bad for what she did that she goes and hurt herself for temporary pain relief. think..

2004-03-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry mum.

2004-03-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair like on.. tuesday. yea. and it sucks. real badd. i hate it kae! so screwed up one eh. bleahh.

2004-03-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

happy birthday SAMM! :)

2004-03-02T18:48:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. i was watching happy tree friends. its stupidd. at least now i know i'm not THATT sadistic. haha. gosh. its gross. but dam farnie. got check it out. haha.

2004-03-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

ahhh. got chem test tomorrow. sark sark sark mann. bleahh. i studied a bit liao. will get back doingit after light years. gonna break from now till then. haha. ohwell. i hope i do well mann. i dont wanna fail again. haha. ponn training today. cos very tired. wannna slack. cutt hair today cos i'm due to do my IC. but the wayy the stupid hairdresser cutt my hair, now its all screwed up and i hate it. like shit like that leh. so short. ay. so must wait for a little more time to get my hair to grow a little more then i go take picture and do my IC. in the mean while mum will try to extend the due day. haha. yeayea.
*i wish you knew it was you..

2004-03-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

haha. been busy myself over the weekends. i've been going out alot lately sia. feel so horrible that i never studyy. haha. ohwell. anyway. on friday night me and debbie went cycling. joanna was suppose to come along but never la. sister dont allow or something like that. oh well. then when we cycled we wanted to go to someone's house and so we called the whole entire world but only sarahh picked up. haha. so we decided to go to her house. yeah. then after planning and agreeing on everything, sarah called back to ask if what she thought just happened happened. haha. she thought she was dreaming and that we calling to come over to her house was all a dream. haha. so farnie!! haha. yuppsyupps. so then on saturday i went to the stupid waste of time heritage tour. then afternoon debbie spent qualuity time with her 'mother' instead of coming out with us. so i went out with rachel, andrea, sarahhh! and kari, and eunicee! only. yeah. it was so funn. we watched big fish. haha. not badd. its like just a fairytale show. its alright la. yea. then after that we went to hand out until it was time for the stupid SYF musical thing. which was hell boring. just some pebble hitting and some ting-donging. i'm not exaturating. i'm serious kae. it was that badd. so about one quater left at the interval. haha. so funny. and like usual, natlim wanted to find trouble. aiya. that is a different story altogether. i mean like we paid for the ticket shitt. then we dont appreciate it we leave. simple. what else more is there to it. then you claim cos our parents signed the form thing and so you are responsible for us.. like whatever. comeon. like we kidds go orchard partically all our lifes. if we have been going there everyday and we are still finee, what makes you think we would be so lucky on that dayy to get kidnapped or rapp. sheesh fish! wahh.. okay. enough of that. so after we left the musical we went to have supper. we ate and ate. haha. that explains why i'm so fatt now. yeah yeah. i know that. dont have to tell me. yeahuh. then my mum picked everyone but sarah who we went supper with and andrea. and she brought everyone homee. haha. yupps. so that was saturdayy. then yesterday i went to church. after church i went for the tuition i missed on saturday and then after that i watched honeyy*. oh mann. that show SOOOOO rock kae. its a MUSTT watch. go catch it peeps. i advice you to. its super cool. all the dance move and lil romeo. i love the small boy. the names ramond and he rockss! i really love him. i dont mind just marrying him kae. he's so cutee! x) haha. ohwell.. i bet u no chance la. haha.
i want you to be mine..

2004-02-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

wahh. today DAM rockk sia. i fake sickk lor so i went home early. haha. i plann with my mother one la actually. cos like the whole entire week i just train and train. then got no time for my tuition so i had to have tuition at one today but i only ended school and two so.. i fake sick and went home early. i super lar-gee best can? haha. ooshh. i rockk. :DD

2004-02-26T10:35:00.000+08:00

yo. you too dont get so worked up over whatever is happening yeah. relax wall#2. i'm always here for you whenever you need me. :D

2004-02-26T10:29:00.000+08:00

well the first one who blogged there was lexis. my right hand mann. haha. then it was yoo. yeah. ohwell. sian mann. its like litt. but actually litt rocks. haha. whatever la. ay. something's happening and its so messy. samm. what happen ah. are you alrightt? what is your password mann. now i cant go in and see how you are doin. chill it kae. tell me your password hor. wanna tagg you and all. i'll msg you later in the afternoon or something kae. then must talk to me kae. yuppsyupp. alrightt. ((:

2004-02-26T10:22:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. ok. settle down. (: erm. lets see. theres nothing to say. you dont deserve my words. kidding kidding. anyway. we got to have another litwalls meeting. i like your layout. its so. black. crapp.

"tell alexis all that you know. she's your right hand man." --- alexis.

she's nonsense larh. dont bother about her ok.

2004-02-26T10:18:00.000+08:00

MAFIA's make the world go round..and round,and round..HAHA!!
the name's alexis.aka mafia's right-hand man..or wall #1..how could MAFIA boss and wall#4 not tell me anything!!considering that im her most LOYAL helper..and i'd ~~DIE~~ if i betrayed her..hmm..im actually updating my own blog..http://x-ey.diaryland.com..ok..Since you refuse to tell me anything..thats okay iguess..

-I am, i am SO innocent,I am SO innocent..I am. I ammm..-haha.

sab..TELL ME!!see ya 'round

2004-02-25T19:43:00.001+08:00

you sark. yoo rockss. :))

2004-02-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

i'm sickk. :((

2004-02-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

hadd litt test todayy. i studied so hard for it. i hope i do well mann. i studied like shitt kae. wahh. i wrote like super dam alot can. haha. i better do well if not i'll cry. ohwell. anyway. had the second hepB test todayy. my arm is still numbed. ahhaha. trained today. wasnt really training la. it was slow swim. at least i got to warm down. tmr i better start training properly. if not i wont be able to swim during NAG sia. haha. bleahh.

2004-02-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

thank you gunawan too. :))

2004-02-22T10:56:00.000+08:00

thanks ashleyy tooo. :) bestfriend. haha.

2004-02-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

thank you wenloong, jolene, joanneng, auntielizz, zhiqun, zhixiu, joel, bernard, amanda, tzen, debiie, roy, bingming, yaowen, ian, odelia, joanthanchen, joshua and sijay for all of your sms greetings! thank you so so much everyoneee. this is like the best birthday yett. esp the fact that shikai msged me all the wayy from aussie! xDDD oh mann. when i saw the msg early in the morning i just screamed and screamed and screamed. oh mann. its unltimately the bestt. i love shikai mann. he's my mann. haha. siao. but yea. thanks shumei for asking him to msg me and all. best present you can ever give. thankyou everyoneee again. thankyou. i can never thank your enough. and thanks debbie, andrea, joanna, shuhui, rachel and trudy for the flower and cake and all. thankyou EVERYONE! :))

2004-02-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

oh and ting too! :)) thankies!!

2004-02-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

thanks pple for all the birthday greetings and wishes! :)) thanks zhixiu! :D thanks joshua, rachel, chuanyu, trudy, yoyoo, and the acjc pple over at my house. haha. yupps. i hope today would be a great dayy. will blogg later. sleep first. tmr morning got chem remedial. haha. ohwell. nights! :))

2004-02-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. bored. i'm suppeeeerr BORED! bleahhhh..

2004-02-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

i'm boreddddd.. i'm dead bored. bleahh.

2004-02-19T17:37:00.000+08:00

phff! cant believe my mother actually forgot it was my birthday on saturday. she actually wanted me to go for chem remedial in the morning, then go for lunch in the afternoon, then go training after that and then chinese tuition again. i'm like..?! why. why must go training when i have chem remedial in the morning? what i meant was that.. i have chem remedial in the morning then half my day of going out is gone so i'm obviously not going to training. then she was like, i dont care. you must go training. even if it would make me take a rope and tie you up and bring you there i would. i tell you that minute i just wanted to slapp her lor. wahh. pissed me off real badd. then like fifteen mimnutes later she was like.. oh it is your birthday on saturday. then she asked me a lot of shit questions and i just ignored her. wahh! so hurterning lor. kao. until now i'm not talking to her. hmph. who cares. )):

2004-02-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

i dont feel like blogging today. nights!
+and i miss you like crazyy..

2004-02-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

looking back i have this to regret, that too often when i loved..
i did not sayy so. dont make the same mistake i made.

2004-02-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

todayy hadd school swim comp. dam sark la. like i swam so slow for both my hundred and two hundred breaststroke lor. haha. but still got second for my two hundred breaststroke and second for my two hundred indiv medley. haha. ohwell. chuan yu gave me my birthday day present today. and it was the black zippo lighter! whoohoo! yay. i finally got it. haha. thanks chuanyu. *mwacks! haha. yay. hipp hipp hoorayy! :)) so i didnt go training at all todayy. i now like super super slack kae. never go training one. then go also will slack like siao. wahh. not good sia. but.. who cares?! ahhahaha..
+ i just want you to know that i love you.

2004-02-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

ha. saturday was a dam pro dayy. it was like morning sarked a little then came the afternoon. i went to watch gothika with some of my church friends then after that i met up with sarah and mari and we met up with jolene and rongxin. then daphane came. haha. yea. and some of jolene's friends. oh then joanna came. yupps. sarah and mari went to go watch gothika together. joanna and i dunno who went to watch gothika too at lindo. rong, jolene and daph went to do i dunno what thing and then i was left alone. haha. but anyway i needed to go home for a bbq. so i left. oosh. then only did the night begain. whoohoo. we started off barbequeing. then me and my church friends just joked around. we hadd loads of funn sia. after that they came up to my house and we watched MAA on MTV. haha. yea. not badd. then we just watched tv all night longg. never sleep sia. only once in a while one or two people fell asleep but woke up after that. haha. super funn mann. and that was saturday. then came sunday.. everyone went to church looking like zombies ah. haha. all not enought sleep. haha. then we had sevice. then i had worshipp class. then i went for tuition at bugis. that was a like boring butt at least i learned something. oh and i love yanni's new hair-do. dam farnking! haha. yea. a must go see ah. haha. looks good on her. she now super chio. i mean she has always been la. but yea. haha. then after tuition i took a cabb and picked sarah and shuj to go shuj house. i went shuj house to watch molanrouge. dam rock sia. i like have the vcd but never bothered to watch it cos i always thought it sarked till i actually watched it yesterdayy. super nice mann. haha. yippee. then i went back at nine. my dad picked me up. yupps. so that more or less sums up the dayy. oh yeah. and now i got a new house phone which can be used to send sms. its ultimate funkieness kae! gosh. and its how dirt cheap ah one sms. whoosh. now i'm gonna use that to msg everyone instead of using my phone. yay! haha. alright. today not much happen so no need to blogg la. just the same old boring thing. go school, study, go home, train, then eat dinner and now i'm here. yupps. got back some tests papers todayy. did not badd. contented with what i got. except for geog. i didnt really expect to do so badly kae. the paper seemed doable and simple. like it seemed scorable. but hardly anyone did. super sark kae. hai. oh well. that's about all. yea. gonna do up some of my maths work now.
----- its our never ending love story.

2004-02-14T13:00:00.000+08:00

haha. yaowen why? planning on donating to the buy-sabbbb-a-phone-fund huh. i dont mind? :)) haha. i'm still a distance away from the target. heh.

2004-02-14T09:44:00.000+08:00

bleahk. today so didnt start off right. todayy was suppose to be a super good dayy. was suppose to be funn and all. but guess what.. this was how the day started. when the clock striked twelve, oosh i quickly went to call sarah to wish her happy birthday. haha. yupps. but that silly dodo didnt answer my call so i just msged her la. yupps. then later on she called me back. yay. haha. we talked for a while then she had to go cos got musical audition later so we hung up. then actually i was suppose to be at her surprise thing at six. but because i hadd training i didnt go and i sacrified sarah's suprise thing for training. and why did i want to go training? cos if i went training then later after training i can go out to buy my new phone. *beam. but then.. later after that super hard long training session when i got into the car, i was like so.. where we going to buy my new phone.. and she was like. we're not getting you a new phone. i was like.. WHAT?!? bah. then she said cos the n8250 i'm using now the contract is going to expire at the end of may so i can only go trade in my phone for a new one only then. wahhh. so irritating kae! ))))): sniff. hai. but actually come to think about. maybe its just as well. cos if by may, the n6230 would have come out liao. and i would have saved enough for it by then so i can buy it. aiya. irritating la. whattever. bleahk! anyway. training was killer todayy. sark sia. haha. i'm gonna go out later to meet church friends. hope it'll be funn. haha. then i'll buy everyone's vday gifts and sarah's and lou's birthday present. yay. haha. alright. so maybe today isnt THAT bad afterall. heh. =X

2004-02-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

friday the thirteen..

2004-02-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

%*is he wonderful, that's why i love him. or is it cos i love him therefore he's wonderful..
phew. went double training sessions todayy. sian liao la. todayy the whole day i swim lor. first went morning training. then after that went to swim the acsi invitational relay. then i still went for evening training after that. oosh. piang until cannot piang liao la. can die one leh. then guess whatt.. yeah. i feel sick. too badd. cos my body cannot take it whatt. so weak. ohwell. i hate the scars i have left from OBS kae. sarks! all the sandfly bites. and the peeling of skinn. yucks! *puke. hai. anyway. oh today i got three roses for valentine. only three pple loves me. sobsob. but at least three pple loves me. better then none. haha. i love you too tings! >.< oooo. ting you so rockk. eh. i love you too jolene! thanks for coming all the wayy down just to give me the letter and rose. and watching me swim my event. always there for me :) thanks. i love you too. and shumss. i love shumss the most. heh. thankies for the flower. :)) now i'll have to get v gifts for everyone. and i'll do so tomorrow. yuppies! :)) yay. going out with church friends tmr. then got bbq. so happy. so funn so funn. then going tuition. i think its gonna be funn. chinese tuition is always funn one. yay. haha. yeahh. SARAHBEN's birthday tomorrow. how exciting. haha. my bestfwiend. yay! shall call her later. love you sarah! happy earlyy earlyy birthday! :))))

2004-02-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

so social studies test sarked todayy. like mann. i seriously hope i pass. may GOd be with me sia. haha. crapp. i didnt go training. cos like i'm kinda sick. sigh. everyone's falling sickk mann. how sickening. ahhahaha. i'm crazyy. i will be going morning training tomorrow. then after that spend two hours at school then go home. haha. rock mann. sandy, pek and alexis coming over to my house to have lunch. then we go acsi together to swim. how embarrasing mann. i havent trained in ages and they want me to swim. haha. then i have the stupidd skinn on my arm coming out and its so fishin ugly. yuck yuck yuckk! bleahk. but i went to putt a tatoo over it to cover up. so its nott THAT badd now. haha. but its still wieird cos it looks like a birthmark. haha. =X hope i swim well tomorrow. got loads of work to be completed.
myra: cheer up girl. better get use to the scoldings. i foresee there's many more to come yea. sometimes its just for your own good. butt heck it la. you rock girl. cheer upp kae. :))
alexis: wahh. natlim and corinetay sarks! they are so fishin bias. why must they make you sitt alone?! like whatt! argh. i'm super pissed off at them for you k. they seriously got a bigg problem against you lor. must be jealous to you. think you too chio or something la. wahh. anyway. you cheer up too yea. bishbashping! see you tomorrow! :))

2004-02-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

~~strike~~

2004-02-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

just got back from training. bleahh. i wanted to leave early actually cos i was like dying. then i swim swim then dunno how come so fastt i like practically swam finish the whole programme lor. haha. pro. haha. oosh. got social studies test tmr and i seriously havent studied. i'm like SO dead lor. ay! i seriously hope i dony fail. pray for me mann. bahh. i better go start studying now la. stress stress stress. sigh. nights nights! :)

2004-02-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

backk from school. hadd chinese test todayy mann. sian sia. like i think i'm gonna fail lor. bahh. wahh. then hor today my phone was in my pockett then it beeped. i was like SHIT! during the chinese test somemore lor. wahh. then lucky my laoshi is those blurr like anything type. then she didnt know. oh my gosh. i didnt even know it was on lor! haha. oh well. whoops! =X haha. kae. got training later. change time to four liao dunno why also la. shit kae. this week dam stress. like so many test kae. tomorrow will be the third one ah. social studies. my teaher barely even taught anything lor. siao one la. then i also dunno how to study social studies. i think to me its just like history ah. and history so darnn sarks. aiyoo. sighh.

2004-02-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

so i came back from obs yesterday. mann was i tried. then my mum still made me go training todayy mann. wahh. haha. ohwell. i tell you. after this camo i thought i'll like lose weight and stuff but inside i putt on TWOM/strong> whole kilograms lor. wahh. so sadd and fatt now. haha. anyway.. this is whatt happen at camp.

day1--+ got onto the bung boat and got to pulau ubin. was rather boring and draghted going. regretted it like totally. then we got to know who our instructor. mine was SHARON. wahh. she rocks mann! whoosh. then my group pple were me, shumei, shujun, shannon, trudy, vanwong, vanlim, ester, myra, sheril, yicai, jong, thain, hien, atlinna, additah. [four schorlars.] that was like the best groupp kae! yea mann. haha. alexis tried to change position with jong but it didnt succeed. haha. ohwell. yeah. k so after we got to know our group memebers and instructor we toured the outward bound school. quite nice and bigg. loved the rock wall. haha. then we went to collect our cann food and all for the next five days and packed it into out baggs. then we went to eat lunch. actually we ate lunch first then pack la huh. yea. haha. we collected out ponchos, jerrycans, backpacks, waterbottles, packed them up properly then set off for campsite2. at night we had to pitch our own tents and cook our own food. that was day one.

day2--+ we woke up early in the morning to make delicious breakfast and hot milo. yumyum. and then in the morning we went to canoe. mann was it funn. we did capsize drill and all. me and trud made quite good partners. but jen's still my canoeing partner! ahhaha. :)) then later in the dayy we went to walk to our next camp site. which was so tiring. cos we were carrying a twenty kilograms baggpack. gosh. then got to campsite3 or so called and we did some rescue thing. super fustrated but good la. kinda depressed we didnt get it but ohwell. yea. then.. same thing, cook and ate dinnner then slept. yeah. that place was like super super rockie i tell you. couldnt sleep that entire night. wahh. haha.

day3--+ so this morning was a STONY MORNING. oh my gosh. does who knows whatt i'm talking about will get the joke. bahh. so yea. got up. pack tents, ate bites of breakfast and we set of for a hike. we had to walk with out twenty ton bagg for like a good three kilometers. doesnt seem alot but wait till you carry the bagg and walk. you'll die mann. haha. yea. so then on the wayy we were so hungry we ate raw uncooked instant noodles kae. gosh. haha. that desperate. yea. then when we found campsite4 it was whoosh. nice mann. poor marco polo. that group went the wrong way and walked a whole long more sia. hai. suppose to go to tanjong buku keke. then they went to the changi jetty there. wow. super far kae. mann. anyway. then after that we were made to built a raft that can float you to the middle of the quary. and only my groupp could do it. and i'm proud of nila utama! :)) at first we were all so fustrated that we were more or less prepared to forgo the nice cooling bath and give up. but we just kept trying and never gave up and we actually made it and i'm so so happy. :)) yay. yupps. then that night shannon cooked dinner. shuj, shumz, trudy went crazy and started singing shit. then i joined in and made milo for SHARON and we went to sang this song:

i love you (x3)

and where you go i'll follow (x3)

you'll always be my sharon (x3)

now until forever and ever and ever...

and so on. yea. she was like you girls are crazy. she scared we were high and we contaminated the milo so she made trudy and shuj drink the milo first before she drank it. haha. so funny. that night was siao lor. then later in the night we had a meeting for the schedule for the next morning cos we were going on our sea expedition. marco polo and nila utama was the only group who did both the sea and land expedition. pro mann. haha. yea. that night my tent gossipped. haha. me, shan, shuj and trud. dam funn. haha. yupps.

day4--+ we woke up early to set off to canoe all the way back to camp2. it was a rather far distance mann. haha. gosh. and amazingly me and trud lead the team of thirty one to camp2. super pro mann. but we couldnt have done it with out ting! and rachel. :)) thanks babes! :D and sorry trud for shouting at you so many times. cos i was quite cranky and fustrated so yea. haha. yupps. then later that dayy we were suppose to do rock climbing but we didnt. cos we were so darn tired that we couldnt do it anymore. haha. ohwell. that's one thing we missed out on. and on that day we walked back to camp1 to eat fresh food. mann was it good. after like dunno who many meals of canned food. boy. haha. :S loved it. everyone like gobbled the food down mann. like seriously in a flash everything was gone. haha. yea. then we pitch the tent at the beach side and slept. oh but before that jacob told us some super cool ghost stories. real happenings. enjoyed that time spent with him mann. it was ma, mari, cloe, sarahlim, eunice, trudy and shuj. super nice man. jacob damm cute sia! but he's eyes.. wahh. super scary ah. haha. yuppsyupps. haha. oh way before that i used my phone (took it back from the instructot) and call my dad. it was his birthday! ahh. so sadd i coulnt celebrate it with him. ohwell. then before i returned the phone, me, shuj and trud sang the at the beginning to SHARON. i bet she was touch. so meaningful leh. fitt that situation so well. haha. yea.

day5--+ same thing la. woke up. pack up. washed the tents, cleared out stuff. eat breakfast. dry tents. pack more stuff. get ready to go. eat lunch. do survey. then came the good bye. me, shuj and trud and some others like shums and shan sang the song.. all my things, packed ready to go. i'm standing here outside my door. i hate to leave you but i have to go. cos i'm leaving on a bung boat. dont know when i'll be back again. oh SHARON i have to go.. haha. sounds funny i know. but ohwell. it was so sadd. to have to leave sharon. then she so mean kae. dont want to say good bye. made us leave jus like that. then wen tshe cam eon the other boat, shuj, trud and me saw her and we screamed. then we wanted to sayy goodbye and gave her a hugg but she just leftt like that. so sadd k! wahh. i miss sharon mann. hai. i teared leh. really. hai.

i miss obs. i wanna go back. i miss SHARON the most. and jacob. i inspire to become an obs instructor next time mann. sigh. so sadd. sharon ah.. well. so now i'm back home. not rested yet and still freaken black. like really BLA-ACK!. when i went to church i hadd to wear a sunglass to cover the super black eyebaggs i hadd. haha. super funny./ alright. this entry is getting too long. i'll be back tomorrow. hai. back to school and training again sia. sadsadd. oh well. i'm draggin my feet off. peeling my ass off the chair. lets go to bed so i can train tmr and then go to schoo. hai. night nights. i love you sweets.. sigh. :)

2004-02-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

decided to change. dont ask why. i'll still be using both. more of this one. cos its black! haha. oh well. :))